Heavy sigh

I am sitting in Creative Arts class and feeling like I am treading water in life right now.  Just hanging on to everything and not able to be fully invested in anything.  I am already concerned about passing the NCLEX and finding a nursing job.  I want to be more involved and invested into my family's lives and just be with them when I am with them.  I want to have time to write again.  I want to finish my "The boy at the stable", "Let's go home" and "Frankie's gone fishing" short stories.  I want to take a vacation with my family.  I want to take a nap!  I just want to work and I don't want to go to school any more.  Aughhhh! (heavy sigh)
Here is a poem written to my wife:

Hello, My Love!

Hello, my love, good morning

I’ve been watching you for a while

I waited till you opened your eyes,

‘Cause I needed to see your smile

I studied the contour of your lips

And watched you slowly breathe

I still don’t believe that a beauty like this

Could have chosen to be with me

I can see your warmth in evening’s sunset

And hear your whisper in the breeze.

I even love the funny face you make

When you are trying not to sneeze

I watch you kneel beside our children,

Softly teaching each one to pray

Helping them learn of their Heavenly Father

And how to converse both night and day

I hear your whispered words of comfort

See your desire to do your part

To soothe the pain of a hurting child

And to touch the lonely widow’s heart

Hello, my love, good morning

What can I do for you this week

Can I say something to make you happy,

Wash the dishes or clean the sink

Make a breakfast of all your favorites

Get the kids all off to school

Try to make you grin or laugh out loud

By acting like a fool

We may not have the newest things

That I’d like for you, my wife

But things don’t make a sleeping child smile

And are not what gauges life

What can I do to show my love,

Give back, for your life with me

I never knew, when you agreed,

What a blessed life that this would be